Friday, May 30, 2025

Truth Time.

 Feeling Trapped !

I might have to go back to section 8 housing because I’m struggling with my rent. I feel like I’m trapped. I feel like no matter what I do I’m stuck in this low income cycle. I want to make more money and get off of Housing. I feel like I’m drowning and I have no one that can pull me up. It’s hard when your family is limited and closed minded. I can’t turn to anyone for help because they all are on low income just like me or worse off than me. I believe that we were taught how to survive and keep a place to live but know one in my family talked about growing or taught me how to grow mentally, spiritually, or financially. I feel like I’m so far behind on building my credit and everything because I don’t have anyone's help. I cry a lot because I feel like my boys only see me in financial struggles. For months I haven’t been able to get my son shoes, or a haircut. His hair has grown so much he has braids now because I can’t do anything about him getting a haircut. Sometimes I see things happening and I get my hopes up and say change is going to come but there’s days like today where I feel completely overwhelmed and stressed about everything. I haven’t paid my car note in months, and my car insurance has lapsed. I’m struggling to keep my phone on each month, and my oldest son lost his job not like he was helping much anyway. I know the Lord will make a way I’m sure of it, he never left my children or I without food or shelter. It just seems like times are getting harder and harder, for everyone around the world. 

Dear God, 

I’m YELLING so loud saying God please pull me out of this trap called poverty. I Bind! the spirit of Poverty and Brokenness even now in Jesus Christ name, and Bind! up every generation curse that is attached to this spirit in the mighty name of Jesus Christ. I ask you God to remove the spirit of depression, laziness, sadness, stress, bitterness and anger that has come into my heart and home because of the spirit of Poverty. And Lord Jesus ! please Loosen you power, and rain down your spirit of Freedom, Hardworking Hands and mind, Healing, Wholeness, Success, Joy,Happiness, Peace of Mind, Financial Independence, Generational Wealth and Generational Wisdom in the place of all this brokenness the generational Curse of Poverty has brought into this Family. Lord God it say’s in your word that whatever I Bind on earth will be Bound in Haven, and what ever is loosed on earth will be loosed in haven; so I know you’ll keep your word and answer this prayer. God I’m asking for a Spiritual Miracle to fall down into my heart and Home Just like you let fire fall from heaven for Elijah I need your power and anointing to fall in my home, my finances and my children lives, let your generational Blessings fall exceedingly, and abundantly above all I can ask, think or believe in Jesus Name Amen!

“I will give you the keys (authority) of the kingdom of heaven; and whatever you bind [forbid, declare to be improper and unlawful] on earth will have [already] been bound in heaven, and whatever you loose [permit, declare lawful] on earth will have [already] been loosed in heaven.” [Is 22:22; Matt 18:18]”

Matthew 16:19 AMP

https://bible.com/bible/1588/mat.16.19.AMP

“You must not bow down to them or worship them, for I, the Lord your God, am a jealous God who will not tolerate your affection for any other gods. I lay the sins of the parents upon their children; the entire family is affected—even children in the third and fourth generations of those who reject me. But I lavish unfailing love for a thousand generations on those who love me and obey my commands.”

Exodus 20:5-6 NLT

https://bible.com/bible/116/exo.20.5-6.NLT

“A good man leaves an inheritance to his children’s children, And the wealth of the sinner is stored up for [the hands of] the righteous. Abundant food is in the fallow (uncultivated) ground of the poor, But [without protection] it is swept away by injustice.”

Proverbs 13:22-23 AMP

https://bible.com/bible/1588/pro.13.22-23.AMP

“Endure suffering along with me, as a good soldier of Christ Jesus. Soldiers don’t get tied up in the affairs of civilian life, for then they cannot please the officer who enlisted them. And athletes cannot win the prize unless they follow the rules. And hardworking farmers should be the first to enjoy the fruit of their labor. Think about what I am saying. The Lord will help you understand all these things.”

2 Timothy 2:3-7 NLT

https://bible.com/bible/116/2ti.2.3-7.NLT

“and to make it your ambition to live quietly and peacefully, and to mind your own affairs and work with your hands, just as we directed you, so that you will behave properly toward outsiders [exhibiting good character, personal integrity, and moral courage worthy of the respect of the outside world], and be dependent on no one and in need of nothing [be self-supporting].”

1 Thessalonians 4:11-12 AMP

https://bible.com/bible/1588/1th.4.11-12.AMP

“Now to Him who is able to [carry out His purpose and] do superabundantly more than all that we dare ask or think [infinitely beyond our greatest prayers, hopes, or dreams], according to His power that is at work within us, to Him be the glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations forever and ever. Amen.”

Ephesians 3:20-21 AMP

https://bible.com/bible/1588/eph.3.20-21.AMP

“Give, and it will be given to you. They will pour into your lap a good measure—pressed down, shaken together, and running over [with no space left for more]. For with the standard of measurement you use [when you do good to others], it will be measured to you in return.””

Luke 6:38 AMP

https://bible.com/bible/1588/luk.6.38.AMP


Wednesday, May 21, 2025

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Monday, May 12, 2025

No other God Above our God Jesus Christ!

 No other God Above our God Jesus Christ!

 

In my journey for healing I realized that I put too much faith in my Doctors. I have been a good patient and go to most of my appointments and take all my medication. But I allowed my anger or even pride to stop me from praying for my health. I blamed God and believed the doctor's report when they told me it’s  a chronic illness. I gave up hope. But God's word is true and now that I have new faith I remember all the time God came through in my life because I had Faith so I have to have faith for my health also. I have to remember God is faithful in all things and I can’t make anything or anyone else my God. Not my Doctors, not my medicine, not my money, nothing or know one compares to God. My doctors and medicine can help, practical things can help but only the spirit of the living God will give true and complete healing, happiness, comfort and peace. 

I think sometimes we don’t realize that we put a lot of people and things before God. I know my life would be different if I always put God first. But I’m thankful that God is so merciful and forgiving me over and over again.I learned that it is never too late to grow and change or get close to God. I want to live a blessed life full of joy and peace. I can only get this from God.

Father God please strengthen me and help me stay close to you. Give me strength to remove all distractions and all idols. I give myself to you and you alone. I trust that you are the God of all of my needs, I believe you will heal me from the inside out. I believe you will provide and protect me as I walk in faith. God please continue to order my steps and cover me and my children as we submit our will to yours. 

In Jesus Christ name Amen! 


““No one can serve two masters. For you will hate one and love the other; you will be devoted to one and despise the other. You cannot serve God and be enslaved to money. And if God cares so wonderfully for wildflowers that are here today and thrown into the fire tomorrow, he will certainly care for you. Why do you have so little faith?”

Matthew 6:24, 30 NLT

https://bible.com/bible/116/mat.6.24-30.NLT

One day Israel’s new king, Ahaziah, fell through the latticework of an upper room at his palace in Samaria and was seriously injured. So he sent messengers to the temple of Baal-zebub, the god of Ekron, to ask whether he would recover. But the angel of the Lord told Elijah, who was from Tishbe, “Go and confront the messengers of the king of Samaria and ask them, ‘Is there no God in Israel? Why are you going to Baal-zebub, the god of Ekron, to ask whether the king will recover? Now, therefore, this is what the Lord says: You will never leave the bed you are lying on; you will surely die.’” So Elijah went to deliver the message. When the messengers returned to the king, he asked them, “Why have you returned so soon?” They replied, “A man came up to us and told us to go back to the king and give him this message. ‘This is what the Lord says: Is there no God in Israel? Why are you sending men to Baal-zebub, the god of Ekron, to ask whether you will recover? Therefore, because you have done this, you will never leave the bed you are lying on; you will surely die.’” “What sort of man was he?” the king demanded. “What did he look like?” They replied, “He was a hairy man, and he wore a leather belt around his waist.” “Elijah from Tishbe!” the king exclaimed. Then he sent an army captain with fifty soldiers to arrest him. They found him sitting on top of a hill. The captain said to him, “Man of God, the king has commanded you to come down with us.” But Elijah replied to the captain, “If I am a man of God, let fire come down from heaven and destroy you and your fifty men!” Then fire fell from heaven and killed them all. So the king sent another captain with fifty men. The captain said to him, “Man of God, the king demands that you come down at once.” Elijah replied, “If I am a man of God, let fire come down from heaven and destroy you and your fifty men!” And again the fire of God fell from heaven and killed them all. Once more the king sent a third captain with fifty men. But this time the captain went up the hill and fell to his knees before Elijah. He pleaded with him, “O man of God, please spare my life and the lives of these, your fifty servants. See how the fire from heaven came down and destroyed the first two groups. But now please spare my life!” Then the angel of the Lord said to Elijah, “Go down with him, and don’t be afraid of him.” So Elijah got up and went with him to the king. And Elijah said to the king, “This is what the Lord says: Why did you send messengers to Baal-zebub, the god of Ekron, to ask whether you will recover? Is there no God in Israel to answer your question? Therefore, because you have done this, you will never leave the bed you are lying on; you will surely die.” So Ahaziah died, just as the Lord had promised through Elijah. Since Ahaziah did not have a son to succeed him, his brother Joram became the next king. This took place in the second year of the reign of Jehoram son of Jehoshaphat, king of Judah. The rest of the events in Ahaziah’s reign and everything he did are recorded in The Book of the History of the Kings of Israel.”

2 Kings 1:2-18 NLT


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